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Name: Patrick
Location: Ann Arbor, Michigan, United States
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Sunday, May 13, 2012

Not a good day today.

JDN 2456061 EDT 13:38.

 

Felt a sudden onset of depression today. Slight headache this morning, as usual. It hit very suddenly, feelings of sadness and hopelessness I wasn't expecting.

What was I doing? I was trying to motivate myself to work on fiction today, because I set aside my weekend to write fiction. (I had been doing too much working on tutoring, which is for financial gain, and not enough on writing, which is for long-term happiness and career.) But I couldn't motivate myself to write fiction—it wasn't even a sense that I didn't know what to write, but a stronger sense that I could not write anything today.

I reviewed my graduate application materials, as well as some application materials for contests and scholarships. My ostensible goal was to prepare for a meeting in a few days with an economist I want to work with to get more research experience. It was then that the feelings hit, so I think this was the triggering event. Reflecting on the rejection? A sense of trying repeatedly and failing every time? I feel like I am bashing my head against a wall.

Also not helpful today: My parents are scheduling something with their friends today, but my plans seem to have fallen through for today. My plans were with someone I originally thought I would date, but that hasn't worked out and we are trying to transition to just be friends. We were supposed to see a movie today, but the plans were not finalized and she has not responded to finalize them.

Meanwhile, my mother is still trying to set me up with stupid part-time jobs, apparently forgetting that I already have a stupid part-time job (www.tutor.com) that makes as much money as any of these are likely to make. These together combine to create a sense that my life is completely controlled by my parents—combined with a fear that it will continue to be so for a long time, because I can't get into school or get a worthwhile job.

I blame myself for the failure I think. I did something wrong—I didn't apply to enough places, or the places I applied to were too competitive. Or my application materials weren't as good as they should have been; my essays should have been better, or I should have done something about those Bs I got a few times and those Cs I got the semester I caught H1N1 influenza. Nothing I do seems to matter, and I am trapped here living with my parents, following my parents' schedule, living my parents' life, and I will definitely be so for another year and maybe even more.

I need to get out. I need to do something else. I need to get away from living here, even for a little while. I need to force myself to write, because nothing else will satisfy that craving. I actually should go somewhere that doesn't have an Internet connection, so it's harder for me to get distracted. But above all I need to go somewhere. I can't stay here.


Saturday, May 12, 2012

Reflections on the Friend Zone

JDN 2456060 EDT 14:56

 

The Friend Zone. I think we've all been there, on one side or the other: Two friends, one wants to be more than friends—the other does not. In the best case, one friend or the other changes their mind, and it becomes either a real relationship or else a mutual friendship. In the worst case, the tension created between the two conflicting desires results in breaking off ties completely.

Some people—mostly men—appear to think that the Friend Zone is an intentional act on the part of the friend (usually a woman) who would offer a sexual relationship, but chooses not to in order to manipulate the desirer. This is actually not rational; it is generally agreed by both men and women that a romantic relationship is better than a friendship (other things being equal), so there would be no reason for the desiree to not simply give up the act and go on to the relationship. There could be psychological reasons, as humans are not completely rational; but then one should not feel angry at the spurning desiree but rather try to help them through whatever psychological block is holding you both back.

Others complain that there is no such thing as a Friend Zone, it's all a myth that men invent for some reason—typically the argument is that men use it to cover their own inadequacy, though some also offer more sympathetic accounts of the denial. This is clearly wrong too; while people may have many misconceptions about what causes the undesirable dynamic, plainly the dynamic does in fact occur. There are people who want to have relationships with people who want to remain friends. It happens.

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Friday, May 11, 2012

Behavioral economics, the book

A review of Thinking, Fast and Slow by Daniel Kahneman

 

JDN 2456059 EDT 15:43.

 

Daniel Kahnenman is (along with his friend Amos Tversky) the founder of behavioral economics as we know it. He was trained in psychology but won the Nobel Prize in Economics (and one of my goals in life is essentially to follow in his footsteps). His first book, Thinking, Fast and Slow, summarizes three decades of his work, from the availability heuristic to prospect theory. If you are looking for an introduction to the state of the art in behavioral economics, look no further. And even if like me you already have some familiarity with the field, some of the details of Kahneman's many experiments will surprise you.

The style is very accessible, even though many of the ideas are cutting-edge science. The two appendices are reprints of published scientific papers, and they too are remarkably readable, a far cry from the usual obscurantism of scientific jargon. The book is a tad long, but it needed to be in order to include everything that needed to be included; also it reads quickly and is always compelling, so the length isn't really something you'll notice as you read it.

 

Kahneman staunchly resists the idea that his work shows people are irrational, and I'm not quite sure why. He writes (p.411): “I often cringe when my work with Amos is credited with demonstrating that human choices are irrational, when in fact our research only showed that Humans are not well described by the rational-agent model.” (The capitalized “Humans” is meant to distinguish between “Humans” Homo sapiens and “Econs” Homo oeconomicus. I find it a bit grating honestly.)

But why not come out and admit it? Behavioral economics shows that human beings often behave irrationally. I mean, come on, 40% of Americans are Young-Earth Creationists; clearly our species is not the paragon of reason we'd like to think it is.

And some of the experiments show that people are remarkably irrational. As in, we not only get hard problems wrong—we get easy problems wrong. We make stupid, boneheaded mistakes as a matter of course. Truly the remarkable thing is that our civilization has not destroyed itself already.

For example, consider framing effects: People will often answer a question—even a moral question—completely differently depending on the wording. When an intervention is worded as “saving lives” people will be risk-averse (preferring small, certain gains to large, uncertain gains); but when the exact same question is worded as “letting people die” people will be risk-seeking (preferring a chance of preventing large losses to a certainty of preventing a small loss). They will “save 200” rather than “take a 1/3 chance of saving 600”; but they will “take a 1/3 chance that no one will die out of 600” rather than be certain “only 400 will die”. They will respond differently to the exact same situation, involving human lives at stake, based on the wording of the question. If that's not irrationality, I don't know what is.

Nor is this the exception; it is plainly the rule. People make decisions—even serious, life-altering decisions—based on all the wrong criteria. They take chances they shouldn't (like playing the lottery) and refuse to take ones they should (like investing in stock). They base their hiring decisions on how people look instead of how qualified they are. They incur suffering to make more money, even though the data shows that money won't make them any happier. They are insensitive to scale: They'll give scarcely more money to save 100,000 people than they would to save 1,000 people. If you present two questions separately, they'll answer one way; but when you present both together, they'll answer a different way.

Indeed, the scariest part of all this research is that it applies almost as well to professional psychologists and economists as it does to ordinary folk. Education has a slight affect on improving rationality—but not a large one. I can find many of these biases in my own decisions (particularly loss aversion and the sunk cost fallacy), and if you are honest you can probably find many of them in your own. We are a kludge of the Blind Idiot God; our brains are as badly designed as our bodies.

What this all means for economics is that rational-agent models, even rational-expectations models, are just blatantly, obviously false. What's amazing is that these models ever get close to describing real-world economies, because they plainly don't describe real-world humans at all. (On the other hand, rational-agent models did fail miserably to predict the 2008 crash, so maybe they're just as ineffective as we'd expect of such a completely wrong model.)

It is important to recognize that humans are not completely irrational; we could not have cured polio or landed on the Moon—indeed, could not have survived the Ice Age or invented fire—if we were completely irrational. We are not completely random in our behavior; we are capable of intelligent thought; but at the same time our cognition is lazy, inefficient, and often biased. We make the right decision in probably 80% or even 90% of cases—but woe betide that other 10 to 20 percent. We make our decisions most accurately in environments similar to those of our ancestors: So for instance we're very good at detecting cheating and maintaining social order in small groups. We are however positively terrible at managing globalized economies of billions of people.

 

Kahneman explains many of the results of behavioral economics using a framework called “System 1” and “System 2”. I did not like this terminology at first, because giving numbers to things instead of explanatory names always strikes me as a bad idea. I particularly dislike the terms “Type I error” and “Type II error”; knowing which is which is pure memorization and has no logic whatsoever. (Compare “false positive” and “false negative”, which mean the same thing and are no harder to say.) But in fact “System 1” and “System 2” are somewhat better than this, because they really are actually in order of priority: Your brain first uses System 1, and only if System 1 cannot return an unambiguous answer is System 2 even called into action. On the vast majority of computational problems you face every day, you use only System 1 and never even realize that System 2 was an option. (In fact, here's a fascinating application: In my experience autistic people appear to have an undeveloped System 1 for interpersonal interaction. We lack many of the intuitions other people have about social interaction, and as a result have to consciously learn the stupid rules normal people follow using System 2. This hypothesis has a lot more explanatory power than the common idea that autistics “lack empathy”—why then do we almost to a man love animals?)

As a result, I can forgive “System 1” and “System 2” even though I would have used the more descriptive terms “intuition” and “cogitation”. After you've used the concept several times, there is no difficulty remembering which is 1 and which is 2, because System 1 is always used first at highest priority. (This is profoundly unlike “Type I error”, which I've noticed still slips up even professional researchers on occasion.)

Kahneman also rightly points out that it is not always the case that System 2 is more rational. This is typically the case, but there are important exceptions—particularly in cases where there are strict time constraints on decisions. A firefighter in a burning building, a soldier in a warzone, even a chess master on the clock, cannot afford to engage the full power of System 2 and “think slow”; they must think fast, using their honed intuition, simply in order to get a viable answer in an acceptable amount of time.

Indeed, one terrifying fact about our lives is that we are almost always under time pressure, to greater or lesser extent. We cannot afford to spend seven hours deciding which clothes to wear, or ten years deciding which college to attend. We have more time for the latter than the former—but we are limited in both cases. (Indeed, in support of my theory that autistics have an underdeveloped System 1, consider that some autistics are avolitional—they spend far too long trying to decide how to act even in very simple low-stakes situations, and as a result often fail to act at all. The “lack of empathy” theory simply could not explain this behavior, but it makes perfect sense if System 1 is underdeveloped.)

How then do we balance the use of System 1 and System 2? Kahneman offers a few hints as to how this might be done, but this is the most disappointing part of the book. After learning all the things that can go wrong with human decisions, we are offered hardly any insights into improving our decision-making. The best advice Kahneman offers us is to take an “outside view” and try to think of ourselves in third-person terms; this may sometimes be useful, but it's hardly a good general strategy.

 

My proposal is different; it is to work to use System 2 in order to train and improve our System 1. Learn about the biases and heuristics, and then train yourself to catch them when you see them. Play around with numbers and hypothetical scenarios until it finally makes sense—intuitively, on a System 1 level—that you should act the right way. I for one have found that as soon as I reframe problems of “lives saved” as “lives lost” and vice versa, my desire to choose differently completely disappears. Shut up and multiply; use the expectation value. 1/3 of 600 is exactly the same as 200, so literally there is no way to decide. Flip a coin, or use the cheapest one. But 1/3 of 800 is quite a bit more than 200, so if you are risk-averse in this scenario you should stop and think about the 66 extra people (on average) you just let die. (Note that the marginal utility of a human life is pretty much constant.)

In fact, you should probably not be risk averse even when it comes to money, unless the amounts involved are huge. Given the choice between a guaranteed $1 million and a 25% chance of $5 million, you should indeed take the $1 million, because that's a truly life-altering level of wealth (hence diminishing marginal utility really does apply, and you'll almost certainly never get a similar chance again). But given the choice between a guaranteed $100 and a 25% chance of $500, you should definitely take the latter, because if you're given similar options ten times you'll make an extra $250. (Given it a hundred times you'll make an extra $2500.) If you don't take the risk, you should ask yourself why you're willing to throw away that $25. (This is also what you should say to yourself if you think that your feelings about risk should guide your decisions. Why are your feelings worth losing that money?)

It is far from easy to rewire your automatic responses, but it can be done. Indeed, I think a major goal of cognitive therapy should be to do exactly this: Apply the plasticity of the brain to retrain our automatic responses to be more rational. This task is difficult and time-consuming, but it works: If you want to make yourself healthier, happier, and generally better at life, cognitive therapy is the way to do it. It is proven effective; indeed, it's one of the few things that is. Of course, if you're not rational, it may be difficult to motivate yourself to go through the effort to become more rational... this is a general problem, and I haven't yet come up with a compelling solution. (The problem of persuading Creationists is really a special case.)

Indeed, one of the first steps to rewiring your cognitive algorithms may be to read Thinking, Fast and Slow. There you will learn about a great many defects in the human mind that have probably passed your notice. I came out of reading it wondering most of all how we ever manage to function at all, though I think I have a partial answer to that question: many of these heuristics are at least reasonably good most of the time. Availability has something to do with probability, and representativeness tells you something about category membership; they're better than guessing randomly. They're just far from perfect, and it's easy to find cases where they fail.

But one thing I don't quite understand, and maybe the answer is evolutionary: Why aren't we good at multiplying four-digit numbers? It's a computationally trivial task—it takes about 32 bits of memory and about 16 bit-shift operations. It's something that a high-end computer does hundreds of millions of times per second. So why are our brains, somewhere near 100 terabytes of memory, somewhere near 100 gigahertz of processing power... completely awful at this task? Why does System 2 even need to be called in for something millions of times simpler than the System 1 task of recognizing a face? What does this difference tell us about our evolution? Is it something that may be curable through training or medication—or if necessary, through genetic engineering or cybernetics?

Can we make human beings more rational? Yes, I think we can. It is difficult, and we are only beginning to understand how. Yet, already our generation has a higher IQ than the previous (and the next may be higher still). Already we have come so very, very far from our origins as savannah hunter-gatherers; the computer on which you read this attests to that. It can be done—and it must be done, lest our technology outpace our reason.

The first step is realizing you have a problem. Most economists don't; they still think that rationality is a good model of human behavior. Kahneman knows better, and will tell us how; but we must get them to listen.


Thursday, May 10, 2012

Migraine

The treasonous mind attempts cannibalism.

I would flee this torture for another;

I crave the despair of darkness to escape the unbearable light.

 

The only respite is a slice of death,

But even emptiness itself is burned to ashes.

I am become a vampire, burned by sunlight.

 

Agony is weakness, and weakness agony.

My helpless mind surrounded, my body is a shell—

An Iron Maiden. The prison is the torture.

 

If I had seen it coming sooner,

there might have been measures to take.

Predicted is almost prevented.

 

All that remains now is to bear the aftermath.

Perhaps in another few hours,

I will be human again. Perhaps.


Tuesday, May 08, 2012

Moral responsibility

JDN 2456056 EDT 08:54.

 

What does it mean to be at fault? When bad things happen, who should be held responsible? (We may also ask who is responsible for good things, but that doesn't seem to cause as many problems.)

“It's nobody's fault.” “It's everyone's fault.” You've probably heard both of these assertions, and you may even have said them at some point yourself; yet it's unlikely you actually believed them. In almost all the circumstances where we would be inclined to say something like this, it isn't true—thus making “It's nobody's fault” an antilocution, like “I am being so sincere” and “I had no choice”.

Indeed, “It's nobody's fault” and “I had no choice” are closely related. Both imply a limitation upon free will. They can be true, but they usually aren't, and they especially aren't when we tend to say them.

 

You don't say “I had no choice” when asked why you have cancer (indeed, it's weird to even be asked). You certainly could—it would most definitely be true—but it never occurs to you to say it, because all are agreed that you indeed had no choice. Likewise, we tend not to say “It's nobody's fault” for things that really are nobody's fault, like earthquakes, volcanoes, and hurricanes. This is a real and important case of moral responsibility: null responsibility. (In fact, theists are apparently so uncomfortable believing in null responsibility that they feel a need to invent someone who would be responsible, namely God. In a feat of pretzel logic I still don't understand, they manage to blame God for all the most terrible things, and then still consider him benevolent.)

And of course there is the typical case, where one person does something and other people's actions didn't constrain them all that much, and we would say it is really their fault: individual responsibility.

But plainly this does not exhaust all the possibilities. We can all imagine cases where we really feel that two people are both responsible—if either of them had acted differently, the outcome could have been better. This can obviously be extended to groups of people, three, four, five, and so on; hence I'll call it multiple responsibility.

Yet we are still not done, for there is yet another case, the trickiest of all. There appear to be cases in which null responsibility doesn't apply—the consequence was a result of human action, and yet individual responsibility doesn't apply—we can't find one particular person to pin it on, but still multiple responsibility doesn't apply either—because if any one person had acted differently, the outcome would be the same. If everyone acted differently, there would be a different outcome. But if any one person acted differently, the outcome would be the same. The responsibility therefore cannot be applied to any individual—or even to each individual in a large group. Instead, it must be applied to the group as a whole: collective responsibility.

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